The blessing of sleep

Praise God! For the first time since Bubu and Mita have been with us, they both slept through the night last night. I say, "God, that is perfect timing." And right now, all of the children are napping, and have been for some time. I feel confused. What am I supposed to do? My body feel strange. Why is there no one pulling on me? My ears are ringing with the silence. Where have you gone, o din? Ah, the peace.